To let it all go—

Sometimes you have to make tough decisions.

It’s okay to let go of worry. There’s nothing you can do other than your best. And if your best isn’t good enough, then don’t worry. Do your best anyways; try your hardest anyways. Don’t get bogged down with regret. That mess is for the birds.

I’m such a control freak. I have to learn how to let it all go.

Something Easy

I just want something in my life to be easy, pure, refreshing and innocent.

School wasn’t ever easy.

Paying rent sometimes isn’t easy.

Living a productive/moral life usually isn’t easy.

Maintaining in target control of diabetes has never been easy.

Why are things complicated and all different shades of grey? 

Things that are good seem to be difficult.

Things that I want are hard to finish.

Maybe one day, things will change.

Where do we go from here?

“I don’t know about tomorrow. I just live from day to day.”-I know who holds tomorrow. He’s pretty awesome. He can do basically anything…Let’s be honest-He CAN do anything. Often times, I forget this. 

He can when I can’t. He will when I won’t. He’s my friend until the end. Thank God he’s on my side. I’m lucky to have him holding my hand.

Thank you God for all you’ve done in my life.

I don’t know where to go from here, but you do. And that’s all the promise I need to not only survive but to thrive.

Same Page

Sometimes in life, you find yourself on a new page. A place that you never thought you’d be. For good or bad, it’s new. It’s exciting and scary. It’s interesting and difficult to understand.

Then, suddnely you find yourself alone in this new chapter. This new place is not the same place that your friends are on or your love. You don’t want to be here in this new situation alone. You want someone who is on the same page. No matter how hard you try, you can’t seem to turn the page for anyone else. It must happen in their own time and in their own way. Just like it did for you. 

It is encouraging to remember that everything happens for good in the end. However, I sure do wish that I could see the good right now.